My baby sister means the world to me and i hope that she knows that. In my experiance i have found that younger siblings tend to follow in the older ones footsteps except the fact that they think that they can do what we did but better. haha thats funny. i have started to reform myslef so that i can be a good influence on my sister in hopes that she will not make the same mistakes that i have made. i hope that she will learn from my mistakes and that she wil make her own and learn from them. althought the big mistakes i wish that she could just learn form mine because i would never want her to have to go throught waht i live with everyday.
I was raped my sophomore year in high school and i havent beent he smae person since i see the people who did this time often in my town and i just have learned to let it go because i feel that they have no reason to say anything to me or my family. i am rather angry about the fact that they are out and roaming the steets again but i know that what they did to me has made me a stronger person in life. i turned to drugs after my rape and slowly spiraled out of control after that starting with pott and slowly making my way all the way to herion. i can not say that i would not have ended up in this situatution even if i didnt get raped i feel that the rape excalated my need for some form of happiness and since i didnt have any i had to create it.
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