my wake up call

The day my life changed. Three of my friends were on their way home from crash. after crash they went to the store a purcused a thirty rack of bud light. They then had to proceed to bring there friend home. on there way the dirver lost control of the car and crashed my two friends died in that crash. i am very thankful that i was not in that car because i was supposed to be. they were on their way to pick me up. this was one of the hardest things that i have ever had to face. why did my friends have to die? just thinking about it agers me. i believe my life changed in that long hour of watchiong my friends being carried up over the bank in pieces. having to go to their funurals is something that i wished that i didnt have to experiance at such a young age of nineteen. i have not done any drugs since my friends died. i have made a pact with my self that i will do better for my self and for my friends because i know that they would want me to do that at least.